"May 6, 1889 At Iolani Palace, Father and I met with Papa Moi and Mama Moi in the throne room. Papa Moi was solemn, as he reminded me that it will be my responsibility to do as well as possible, and in that way, further the hopes of our nation. I was glad that I have never admitted to him how fearful I am about leaving. I think he would find that petty, as I go off not for myself, but for all of the Hawaiians I will someday lead. "I will not fail, Papa, will I?" I asked Father once we were on the way back to Ainahau. "It was not even a possibility," he said, his voice full of confidence. I wish I could feel that same confidence."